Sacrificing~

Everyone told me the same thing everyday. "No more tears today". It's meaningful,but I failed to do so. It's difficult for a person to do it,I guess. Again,I sleep with my tears last night. This is not the first time I did it. My tears will only drop when I'm alone. I can feel the pain on my heart but I don't have any medicine that can cure it. Alright,I guess I will just let it be.

Now,I understood that you must sacrifice something to make something better. I chose to sacrifice myself. I can't tell you how pain my heart is because I know that no one can help me except myself. I know how suffer I am now,but I won't ask anything from you. I hope you will get better results and a better life without me. Maybe,I shouldn't appear in your life,I shouldn't walk into your life,I should be a cold-blooded person and never bother you,so all these won't happen to both of us.

Perhaps,I'm the only one that feel sad. I heard from my classmate "T", you told him that you never feel sad because of this. I guess that's true as you said that you won't feel sad of anything. You just feel guilty towards me. I understand.

For now,only tears will accompany me every night...