Trust?

I know it is my fault for causing you to lose the trust in me...that's why I've been trying so hard to get your heart back in this relationship...we had a really serious fight that night...a really serious one... We almost broke up...  I try to make you feel safe... I tell you everything that you want to know... I tell you what am I doing all the time... I tell myself that it's okay if we don't Skype... I try to trust you and stop being sensitive... but when we Skype today, you asked me are you stupid... I said no...and you told me that Grace told you that I compared you with him but I can tell you I didn't... You said that you've been so down because of this for few days... I don't know why did she say so to you... all I know that I had lose your trust completely... Sorry... I can't help to get back your trust already... If you don't want to trust me...no matter how hard I try, my effort will be wasted... I swear I had tried very hard to get you back...I swear... But I don't get why can't you trust me...just like how we were last time... Time passes...things changes...so do people... Maybe I shall just take it easy... let things go its way...no forcing...no turning back...no toleration...