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Saturday, April 23, 2011

Japanese Exam!!!

I wish to take the japanese language exam! I just started to learn japanese this year and the exam is on August. Do you guys think I can score in that exam? I wish I could. I know that if I really take the exam, I will have to put more effort and time on it but not to let it affect my study. I have many teachers to teach me and they are willing to teach me too. I don't think this is wasting my time and I think this may help me to lose my stress. I love japanese. I love everything that is relate to it. I love japan,japanese food,japanese culture,japanse anime,japanese dance and so on. How I wish I could go there. >< Back to the topic,I really hope that I have the chance to take the exam. But I have to study 4 years stuff in 4 months. I'm not incredible but I will try my best I guess. Forgive me if I can't make it. Support me if I plan to give up.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Choral Speaking Day

13 April 2011
The day had finally came. We had a rehearsal at school before we went to SMK Sg. Layar. Mr.Ramli watched the rehearsal and gave us some comments. We were the 11th group that present,after the 20 minutes recess. I was so happy that day because my dad was there to watch my performance. He even late for his appointment because of this. Thanks,dad. Our school was using the same script with another 2 school. I cried because of that. I was so scared,so nervous. Others said that we had leg movement so may be disqualified. When they announced the schools' name that were given 'sijil penghargaan',i was so scared and i held syazwani's hand tightly. After that, I cried again when I knew that we got the second. I don't know why will I cry. I was not sure I cried because I was too happy or I was too disappoint with the result. I cried loudly when I heard that our conductor get the "Best Conductor". I was too happy as he took ours advices and had such a good result. I was happy for him. He made us proud, made our school proud. We were too happy to have him as our conductor. Well,we were invited to take part in the Petronas Choral Speaking Competition. Convent and Tunku Sulung were invited too. Although I was bit disappointed as we can't take part in the state level competition, but at least I knew that all of us had tried our best. The judges told us that our school performance is very good, but lack of humour. I was happy to hear that as this is our last minute work. Now, we will be preparing for the Petronas competition for one month. We have enough time to do that and I'm sure we can do better and better, and finally be the best among all the schools.

Best Conductor

Me and other choral speakers


Gossip girls XD

Friday, April 8, 2011

Choral Speaking Competition

Choral speaking competition will be on this coming Wednesday(13.4.2011). Our school's choral speaking team had spent about 1 month to practice on it. Everyone of us did our best during our practice. We sacrifice our time just to get the first place in the competition. It reminded me when I was in Form 1. I entered the choral speaking team when I was in Form 1 too. But I was still a small kid during that time. I don't think I had done my best and I remembered that I was so nervous before I went up to the stage. Mohana noticed it and asked me not to be nervous,just do it.

I really hope that I can do my best in this competition. I don't want to disappoint sir. We have only 3 more days to practice for it. We are lack of time. Tension,is the only feeling I have now. How I wish there is someone that is supporting me now or just say "Ganbate" to me and that's enough for me. I may not be perfect,but I'll try my best to be perfect.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Fall for Someone XD

I fall for someone. His name is Add Math. I feel so happy when I manage to solve the add math questions myself with the correct answer. I would like to continue an work hard on it in the future. I failed my first add math test but I hope I won't fail my second. Add math is such an interesting subject with lots of formula. I am like playing with the number when I do add math question everytime. It's fun. And I realise that once we have fall in love with any subject, we will work hard on it, found it interesting and won't feel bored when we're doing it. So, I should make myself fall in love with every subject that I'm taking so that I'll manage to score flying colours in every subject.

Ganbate^^

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Stressful and Tired

Today was such an exhausted day. I didn't sleep for the whole night and went to school in such a bad condition. I didn't feel sleepy in school,but I was a bit moody. Although my knee is injured and the doctor asked me to rest for 6 weeks,but I still joining my friends ran at the field and played bola jaring there. My PJ teacher said that I have the potential to play bola jaring and she asked me to think about it. I am so happy when I heard that.

During the Chemistry class,I was very moody. I had no mood to do anything or maybe I should say that I felt a bit sleepy. I felt like crying. My friend,Yee Jing told me that I sweat a lot and I realised that I'm sick. I didn't phone my mum to fetch me home because of that reason. I know I have many works to do and I can't go like this. I'm fever,but still I tried to do all my works perfectly.

When I told sir that I had to leave early for choral speaking practice later,he was like scolding me. I can know that he was very angry from his expressions. He asked me not to go for any activity after this and if I still going for it,I may be list in the reserved list. If this really happen,that means all the effort I put into it will be disappear. I don't want this to happen. I was so stressful because of choral speaking stuff. I had give sir a good impression and I'm not going to break it. What should I do? Quit? Or continue it?

I went for choral speaking practice at 3.30 and leave at 4 to teach the Persatuan Senamrobik members to dance. I went for Japanese Club activity at 4.45 at straight to my tuition at 5. Can you imagine how tired I am? Is there anyone that concern me because of these? Do anyone know that I'm really tired and stressful because of all these stuffs? If there is someone that know about it,can you keep me strong? Please...I need someone...to give me the strength...Sorry,Mr.XXXXX,I admit that I was wrong. I need someone. I'm weak. I'm not strong enough. And I lied a lot to you. Sorry...

I cried in school again. Luckily there was a counsellor in my class,Syafiq. Thanks to him,for consuling me and tell me what to do although I know I won't take his advice,but thanks anyway. I'm not in good mood for the whole day,include this moment,when I'm writing for my blog. Honestly,I didn't cry this much when I broke up with my first ex. This might be silly,but it's true. I do cry a lot because of this relationship. I force myself to sleep yesterday in order to stop my tears that was uncontrolable. 

Tears drop again. I guess it means I should stop now.