Safe

You don't feel safe when you're with me. I'm sorry. You asked me not to hurt you because you love me and you can't bear it if I hurt you. I'm so afraid that I will hurt you, not purposely but accidentally.

You said that I always talk about other guys in front of you and it makes you jealous. I thought you will take it as joke, I thought you know that my heart is always with you, I thought you won't mind it, I thought you trust me... I know that you love me, you care me and that's why you get jealous. I appreciate that. I don't want to lose you, but I'm afraid that things that I do might hurt you without noticing it. If one day, I really do lose you because of this, I gotta apologise to you from my deepest part of my heart. And you said that there's a lot of guys tackle me. If I'm interested in them, I would have accepted them before accepting you. Once I chose you, that means I will keep my heart with you. I chose you because you got my heart, not them.

I just hope that you will know I never want to lose you.