Saringan 1

It has been a long time since I last updated my blog. Today,I went for saringan in our school. I didn't plan to stat back actually,but my friend who had to run for 1500 m and also replacing another friend to run 100 m hurted her leg during yesterday practice. I didn't want her to be so tired and exhausted. So, I decided to run for her. I thought I had dropped high-jump and 4x400 m during yesterday practice but actually I didn't. That's so bad. I stayed back today to help my friend for the 100 m. But then, I didn't run at all because my friend saw it wrongly. And since I was there, teacher force me to do the high-jump although I had tried my best to persuade him and tell him that I would find someone to replace me. He insisted to let me participate in it. The result, I failed as I had expected and I hurted my arms and leg during the game. Well,that's not the worst thing. The worst thing is I had disappointed my teachers and my friends. I cried because of stress. They kept on shouting my name when I was going to jump. I scared that I might fail and disappoint them that time. Due to the exposion of sunlight today, I am now suffering from fever. GOD!!!!!

Moreover, I was not in a good mood today. I don't know why but all I know is that I shouted at a lot of people today. I was so busy recently. I don't even know what am I busying with. I just know that I have works to do. I have to apologize to Yee Jing, Celine, Elaine, Nick, Afiq and other classmates. Sorry for shouting at you guys today in Chemistry Lab. I shouldn't have did that but I guess I will have to control my emotion better so that you all won't be the victim when I am in bad mood again in the future.

Sorry to everyone. To my classmates, teachers, friends and the members in Sultanah. Today is definitely a bad day for me.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXErzfLNPBM&feature=related