热血精神

看了《ON CALL 36小时 II》的片段，又再次的让我想当医生了。他们那种想要救人的精神，让我的内心再次变的热血。爸爸那天也说，以我这种人来说，读生意是很浪费的，尤其生意并不算是一项专业。他说：没办法，你的身体不允许你去读更专业的科目。听到这个，我好心酸。为什么我明明就有那么热血的精神想就读医科，可偏偏我的身体状况那么的差？我看到其他人po自己在医学院上课的场景，他们的成绩，我问自己，为什么站在那里的不是我？为什么不是我成为一名优秀的医生？

现在，家庭状况大概也供不了我读医科吧！我可不可以，在长大后，自己努力赚钱，供自己读医呢？希望未来的自己，真的有这个能力。

现在的我及未来的我，一起努力吧！

加油！！！！！

Baby boy, I suddenly realized that we should have a more mature relationship. You are always the one who is mature in this relationship, but I am not. I keep on jealous of your past. I know I shouldn't do so. I promise... I will be more mature... I won't be jealous of her anymore... by the way, you look so cute when you're jealous <3 p="">

Baby boy, I promise you that I won't be angry with you so easily anymore... I pity you sometimes too when I regret for angry with you... I know my temper nowadays is bad... sorry... I'm not sure why will I be like this but I will try to improve myself so that my temper won't be this bad anymore... baby boy, I'm really sorry for everything which had happened these days... sorry :( I miss you~

MY DEAREST CUTEST LITTLE BABY HUBBY BOY, I WILL TRY MY BEST TO LOVE YOU LIKE HOW YOU LOVE ME <3 p="">

Trust?

I know it is my fault for causing you to lose the trust in me...that's why I've been trying so hard to get your heart back in this relationship...we had a really serious fight that night...a really serious one... We almost broke up...  I try to make you feel safe... I tell you everything that you want to know... I tell you what am I doing all the time... I tell myself that it's okay if we don't Skype... I try to trust you and stop being sensitive... but when we Skype today, you asked me are you stupid... I said no...and you told me that Grace told you that I compared you with him but I can tell you I didn't... You said that you've been so down because of this for few days... I don't know why did she say so to you... all I know that I had lose your trust completely... Sorry... I can't help to get back your trust already... If you don't want to trust me...no matter how hard I try, my effort will be wasted... I swear I had tried very hard to get you back...I swear... But I don't get why can't you trust me...just like how we were last time... Time passes...things changes...so do people... Maybe I shall just take it easy... let things go its way...no forcing...no turning back...no toleration...