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Friday, May 4, 2012

Training and Friends

My exam is just around the corner but I'm still busying with my anchor contest and also other stupid stuff. >< How should I sit for my exam? Argh! Gonna work out for my exam soon.
Although I spent a lot of time on the contest, but it was worth because I did enjoy the moment I spend with those friends that I met there. We are becoming buddies. ^^ On the first day of training, we didn't have much time to spend with each other, at least I don't have much time to spend with those who are taking part in the Mandarin Session. We even barely have time to take our lunch together. We were like CRAZIES when our last class was dismissed. We kept on exchanging each others' phone number and facebook name. Haha. I bet we look stupid that time.
I met a number of friends there, such as handsome boy, Mingzaii, lenglui, Pek Qian, girlish boy, Augustine, China girl, Shu Ting, sweety, Man Man and many others. During the second day of training, fortunately, we were all arranged on the morning session. After the 3-hours-training, me, Pek Qian, Shu Ting, Mingzaii and Augustine went to Queensbay Mall. We went there by Augustine's cousin's car. Unfortunately, Queensbay Mall was out of electricity that day. I guess the air-conditioner wanted a rest on Labour Day too. =( Of course, we took over hundreds of photos when we were in the studio during the training. X)

Me and Mingzaii

so bad, Pek Qian and Mingzaii wasn't there yet

took this photo before the class started =]

Me and Man Man during first day training

Me, Man Man, Pek Qian and also Kher Yee

I was trying to spoil the pic ><

3 sampat kia XD

Me, Yenice, Shu Ting and Keh Jian X_X

Man Man, Shu Ting & Mingzaii

Me and Pek Qian :)

look like a family huh? XD

when we were at QB ^^

if you want to see more photos about us, click the following link ==>  http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150851147462154.474079.652737153&type=3  =D


Monday, April 23, 2012

Anchor Broadcast Idol Contest

Hooray! I was chosen in the Anchor Broadcast Idol Contest which is organised by Han Chiang College. ^^ I never thought that I would be chosen as the comments given by the judges didn't sound good. I cried right after coming out from the audition room. It's so ashamed. >.<
At first, I was waiting for my counselling teacher to tell me the result for the contest. Fortunately, I saw a status of one of the contestants which stated that he was chosen in the contest. He told me that Han Chiang College informed him and his schoolmates through Facebook. So, I logged in my second account and saw a new message unread. I clicked on it and prayed that it was from the college but it disappointed me. Then, he suggested me to check it on HCTV ( Han Chiang TV ) page on Facebook. When I saw my name there, I ran to my parents room and told them the good news. 
The only thing that I am worried about is the following events will affect my preparation for my mid-term exam. =( Wish myself good luck then ^^

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

遗失自己

我,活了17个年头,
第一次,抱着爸爸哭,跟爸爸谈心事。
爸爸说,我很能干,但我是孤独的。
反复思考了这番话后的我,
才真真正正地发现
自己在心里筑起的那一道墙
把自己的心与世界隔离了

我,似乎是孤独的
不管身边有多少朋友围绕着我
我都无法发自内心地笑

爸爸说
在他三个孩子当中
我是最独立的
我为我自己计划了一切
从不必他们为我担心
也从来没有在他们面前脆弱过
爸爸,
我不是坚强
只是不想把脆弱的一面
在你们面前展现出来
我不希望你们为我担心
因为我觉得
这样的我很没用

你们面前的我
不是真正的我
面对着镜子的我
也不是真正的我
那到底
真正的我
去了哪里
别问我
因为我也不知道

从前的我
认为孤独的我
就是最真实的我
但我错了
我不只骗了身边的人
还不小心骗了自己
我已找不回真正的自己了
我已过不了自己那关了
我需要你们了
我的家人
我的朋友

镜头下的我,也是被包装过的我 :-(